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i've been gone for a while!
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not that anyone noticed probably, but i forgot the password to this account and was randomly logged out one day. i tried everything i could think of, but just had to make a new account. it was mutant-john.deviantart.com
i'm so happy the password came back to me today <3
i'm so happy the password came back to me today <3
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I got an article in The Hippo!
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i'm lost with art. my art block rarely goes away, and i still have no art supplies. i can't do tattoos for the time being either. my future might not be so bright if things don't start going my way, in all seriousness.
things are seeming to be constantly changing. some are for the worst, but others make things better.
for one, i'm finally moved out of this fucking motel! we moved to somewhere much closer to everything and it's right above a convenience store! hahah. it's a reallllly cool little placee (: i hope i can steal someone's internet connection there thoughh!
anyway, since my art block seems to be here to stay for a while longer until i find some inspiration out there, i'm going to put my creative focus in another direction. even though it doesn't feel like it to me, i have all the time in the world, and i want to start spending more of that time singing and learning piano!
i've gotten over my fears of other people hearing me (somewhat) and it's just making me want to play/record more and more.
i'm also going to try to work with my tablet more, and get back into editing photos (i got new programs for both recently), seeing how i don't need any other art supplies for that.
oh, and a conclusion i've come to lately: the game of love is not a fun one. that's all i'm sayin. haha
another good thing is i'm getting my license soon! then i'll be free as a birddd in my lovely new carr (Bubbie!).
summer doesn't last forever even when you don't have to go back to school. i kind of wasn't thinking of it that way. the weather's already changing, people are gone to school. i feel like i lost all of my friends. and am also wondering if i'm an idiot for not considering college more. if i can't do tattoos for the rest of my life then i'm screwed and will probably have to go to college anyway.
seeing how i also need a new way to make money, i think i'm going to start selling prints of my work as well as drawing on shirts for people with fabric markers! i drew one already for myself and already know a few people interested! (: i'm going to design whatever the customer desiress! aha. what do you guys think would be a fair price for something like that?
hmm. i'm just in a really talkative (and really feel like typing) mood. i hope no one cared enough to read this because it was boring rambles. i need a cigarette.
i'm lost with art. my art block rarely goes away, and i still have no art supplies. i can't do tattoos for the time being either. my future might not be so bright if things don't start going my way, in all seriousness.
things are seeming to be constantly changing. some are for the worst, but others make things better.
for one, i'm finally moved out of this fucking motel! we moved to somewhere much closer to everything and it's right above a convenience store! hahah. it's a reallllly cool little placee (: i hope i can steal someone's internet connection there thoughh!
anyway, since my art block seems to be here to stay for a while longer until i find some inspiration out there, i'm going to put my creative focus in another direction. even though it doesn't feel like it to me, i have all the time in the world, and i want to start spending more of that time singing and learning piano!
i've gotten over my fears of other people hearing me (somewhat) and it's just making me want to play/record more and more.
i'm also going to try to work with my tablet more, and get back into editing photos (i got new programs for both recently), seeing how i don't need any other art supplies for that.
oh, and a conclusion i've come to lately: the game of love is not a fun one. that's all i'm sayin. haha
another good thing is i'm getting my license soon! then i'll be free as a birddd in my lovely new carr (Bubbie!).
summer doesn't last forever even when you don't have to go back to school. i kind of wasn't thinking of it that way. the weather's already changing, people are gone to school. i feel like i lost all of my friends. and am also wondering if i'm an idiot for not considering college more. if i can't do tattoos for the rest of my life then i'm screwed and will probably have to go to college anyway.
seeing how i also need a new way to make money, i think i'm going to start selling prints of my work as well as drawing on shirts for people with fabric markers! i drew one already for myself and already know a few people interested! (: i'm going to design whatever the customer desiress! aha. what do you guys think would be a fair price for something like that?
hmm. i'm just in a really talkative (and really feel like typing) mood. i hope no one cared enough to read this because it was boring rambles. i need a cigarette.
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Devious Journal Entry
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things keep getting worse and worse pretty much.
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come on, come on
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it's the end of the world
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